Fleeting feeling.
Tedious dealings.
Big tall fucking buildings...
is what I have to jump over with you.
I’m not superman,
man of steel,
so forgive me if I fall short a time or two.
Two.
Too
much the same!
U want from me
what I want from you.
Neither willing to give.
Neither willing to live
in the turmoil that is us.
Impulses and endless fuss
sessions we have.
Always a damn drag
I am
Cause you like it your way.
Hop up out of your ass
and sniff mine for a day!
Wondering exactly how hard you’re gonna play
when no body is out watching
Endless drinks,
Endless dancing,
And endless cock blocking
From me
If I were there.
Pulling out my hair?
Naw,
I stays cool like cucumbers
on an ice sculpture.
I smell death commin
like a vulture.
Because it’s my sixth sense to know.
Comfy in my place.
Resisting to grow.
But yeah
I know I know
Change is constant
And at this instant...
I’m through typin’!
copyright 2008
Friday, January 30, 2009
slow down...
She turned around and smiled at me...
with a face rich and brown as the angels in my dreams.
Heavenly being is she.
She said she even likes my poetry!
After that,
how could one ever frown?
I command my heart beat to slow down
because she makes it beat FAST!
Excited by her recognition of me...
the feeling is too intense,
so i smile sweet,
greet her,
and continue to walk past.
Good feelings last
and linger.
Perhaps she'll let me ring her,
but what would one say?
Intrigued by her sweet energy
and those dimples on her face...
Time spent writing of her is valuable,
so time i do not waste,
and only hope she can somehow taste...
the flavors of my words.
And smell the savory aromas of my colorful adjectives
and action verbs,
and enjoy the meal prepared.
Enjoy the feelings shared
I bet you didn't even know i cared
copyright 2009
with a face rich and brown as the angels in my dreams.
Heavenly being is she.
She said she even likes my poetry!
After that,
how could one ever frown?
I command my heart beat to slow down
because she makes it beat FAST!
Excited by her recognition of me...
the feeling is too intense,
so i smile sweet,
greet her,
and continue to walk past.
Good feelings last
and linger.
Perhaps she'll let me ring her,
but what would one say?
Intrigued by her sweet energy
and those dimples on her face...
Time spent writing of her is valuable,
so time i do not waste,
and only hope she can somehow taste...
the flavors of my words.
And smell the savory aromas of my colorful adjectives
and action verbs,
and enjoy the meal prepared.
Enjoy the feelings shared
I bet you didn't even know i cared
copyright 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Happy feelings everywhere
i LOVE love making-her come and writhe all over me.
Soberly or non,
kisses on her arm,
and scratches on her back.
Middle of the spine...
i open you up,
and pour into you.
My words of nasty nothings
seduce you into anything i want you to do...
speak to me!
yeah!
say it back in my ear,
CONFIDENTLY!
Feeling your whispers on my face.
I like it!
I like it all, all over me!
Giving you intense energy in its purest form.
Love from one like me is never the norm
but above all you've ever encountered...
Heavenly even!
I want to take you high
make you high
unable to deny
the fact that this passion breaks the rules
and laws of anything ever set!
PUSH your self into me so that i may never forget
how your garden feels,
how u turn my wheels
in a counter clockwise direction.
Replaying the previous selection over and over again...
apply liberally to body and
repeat
mmmmm
SWEET
copyright 2009
Soberly or non,
kisses on her arm,
and scratches on her back.
Middle of the spine...
i open you up,
and pour into you.
My words of nasty nothings
seduce you into anything i want you to do...
speak to me!
yeah!
say it back in my ear,
CONFIDENTLY!
Feeling your whispers on my face.
I like it!
I like it all, all over me!
Giving you intense energy in its purest form.
Love from one like me is never the norm
but above all you've ever encountered...
Heavenly even!
I want to take you high
make you high
unable to deny
the fact that this passion breaks the rules
and laws of anything ever set!
PUSH your self into me so that i may never forget
how your garden feels,
how u turn my wheels
in a counter clockwise direction.
Replaying the previous selection over and over again...
apply liberally to body and
repeat
mmmmm
SWEET
copyright 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
on time!
she calls...
and leaves sweet sounds for my hungry ears.
As if she knew they needed nourishment.
Providing the daily encouragement
and setting me off right!
Fading back into thoughts of saturday night
/sunday morning...
to daydreamland i go.
Induced yawning.
Take me there fast!
As the new sun is dawning
i am ready!
Slow!
So slow and steady
win the race
i just chill back and let her set the pace.
Doing simple things to put those smiles on her face.
yeah,
i like making her smile.
And
yeah,
i like being in her space for a while.
And
yeah,
i like my fried chicken mild.
Sweet like cherry pie
and WILD
as friday night
put on some SADE
and lets make this thang right
tonight!
copyright 2009
and leaves sweet sounds for my hungry ears.
As if she knew they needed nourishment.
Providing the daily encouragement
and setting me off right!
Fading back into thoughts of saturday night
/sunday morning...
to daydreamland i go.
Induced yawning.
Take me there fast!
As the new sun is dawning
i am ready!
Slow!
So slow and steady
win the race
i just chill back and let her set the pace.
Doing simple things to put those smiles on her face.
yeah,
i like making her smile.
And
yeah,
i like being in her space for a while.
And
yeah,
i like my fried chicken mild.
Sweet like cherry pie
and WILD
as friday night
put on some SADE
and lets make this thang right
tonight!
copyright 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Red Sea
Her lips part like two beautiful sides to an ocean divinely commanded to do something only heavenly and above!
Simply i watch you speak...
enjoy the awe and swallow.
Gazing at such beauty leaves me opposite of hollow and fills me up to the brim.
Hungry for more.
Anticipating the next time we will meet again.
Can it be soon?
Can it be June?
Just meet me on the moon!
Directives from Ms. Phyllis.
We will create a new domain
established with a kiss...
established in your kiss...
AND HER RESPONSE...
june-
identical to the word summer i would say-
also my favorite place to be-
so sad it only comes around once a year-
so i move slow each time it comes near-
taking time to embrace its existence for it is much like myself--
(FOREVER CHANGING)-
but how i adore june-
will you get high with me?
WOULD YOU CONSIDER FLYING AWAY WITH ME?-
HOW ABOUT WE EXCHANGE MOMENTS THAT WE CAN NOT JUSTIFY?-
HOW ABOUT WE MAKE LOVE ON CLOUD 9?
if you would be so bold to escape with a girl like myself...
we can meet in june dear-
but i'd much rather see you soon dear-
yes-
soon
and june can both happen-
sorry if i'm selfish
do you believe in magic???
copyright 2009
Simply i watch you speak...
enjoy the awe and swallow.
Gazing at such beauty leaves me opposite of hollow and fills me up to the brim.
Hungry for more.
Anticipating the next time we will meet again.
Can it be soon?
Can it be June?
Just meet me on the moon!
Directives from Ms. Phyllis.
We will create a new domain
established with a kiss...
established in your kiss...
AND HER RESPONSE...
june-
identical to the word summer i would say-
also my favorite place to be-
so sad it only comes around once a year-
so i move slow each time it comes near-
taking time to embrace its existence for it is much like myself--
(FOREVER CHANGING)-
but how i adore june-
will you get high with me?
WOULD YOU CONSIDER FLYING AWAY WITH ME?-
HOW ABOUT WE EXCHANGE MOMENTS THAT WE CAN NOT JUSTIFY?-
HOW ABOUT WE MAKE LOVE ON CLOUD 9?
if you would be so bold to escape with a girl like myself...
we can meet in june dear-
but i'd much rather see you soon dear-
yes-
soon
and june can both happen-
sorry if i'm selfish
do you believe in magic???
copyright 2009
Lessons
i wrote/typed this back on the 13th of Jan 09...
i'm ready to move!
Lessons I learn with every day alive.
Every love i've had and given away.
Everyone i've wanted to stay,
and they didn’t.
Every pretty face that ive been oh so smitten
with.
The Most High continues to bless me with this gift
of reflection and growth.
No longer playing the same tune and singing the same notes.
I modulate!
On to the next staff,
and on to the next bar.
Knowing that my destiny’s destination is never too far.
Because my steps are ordered!
And my roots…
well watered.
And Creativity…
its my daughter...
and I love her like myself.
Putting old things behind me.
Opening up to the wealth
of goodness the Most High has for me.
Positivity in store
I sure
my footing up
and get ready to score...
GOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLL
copyright 2009
i'm ready to move!
Lessons I learn with every day alive.
Every love i've had and given away.
Everyone i've wanted to stay,
and they didn’t.
Every pretty face that ive been oh so smitten
with.
The Most High continues to bless me with this gift
of reflection and growth.
No longer playing the same tune and singing the same notes.
I modulate!
On to the next staff,
and on to the next bar.
Knowing that my destiny’s destination is never too far.
Because my steps are ordered!
And my roots…
well watered.
And Creativity…
its my daughter...
and I love her like myself.
Putting old things behind me.
Opening up to the wealth
of goodness the Most High has for me.
Positivity in store
I sure
my footing up
and get ready to score...
GOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLL
copyright 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
my true nature
my hearts desire is to be honorable
but got damnit im human
sometimes wanting to retract into my original sin
as an excuse
and just be a
fucking ASS!!
i mean,
i know pride is of the devil
but for goddness sake its in the stars for me(leo)
and my name is a Narcissus(jonquil{lle} genus: Narcissus)
so what is one to do?
when it's through
when everything is through
the season
the year
the love
the reason
death be to fear
and treason
secrets told
and secrets sold
to friends of a friend
those secrets you hold
hoping never to be givin life again
but they have been
and will continue to be
you do her
and i do me
life experiences
leave me tall like the trees
full of growth
so give me more barley and oats
because only goodness comes into my temple
complexities
deep thinking
and selfless service
opposite of simple
instrumental
musics play in my ear
as i float on the notes
near
to my pain
meloncholy mood
and shelters from the rainstorms
as beautiful earthly forms
dance in my moonlight
*singin Me'Shell*
"beautiful angels come to my bed...
i'm satisfied on the flesh i've fed
no one is faithful"
and i am now hungry again
bless!
copyright 2009
but got damnit im human
sometimes wanting to retract into my original sin
as an excuse
and just be a
fucking ASS!!
i mean,
i know pride is of the devil
but for goddness sake its in the stars for me(leo)
and my name is a Narcissus(jonquil{lle} genus: Narcissus)
so what is one to do?
when it's through
when everything is through
the season
the year
the love
the reason
death be to fear
and treason
secrets told
and secrets sold
to friends of a friend
those secrets you hold
hoping never to be givin life again
but they have been
and will continue to be
you do her
and i do me
life experiences
leave me tall like the trees
full of growth
so give me more barley and oats
because only goodness comes into my temple
complexities
deep thinking
and selfless service
opposite of simple
instrumental
musics play in my ear
as i float on the notes
near
to my pain
meloncholy mood
and shelters from the rainstorms
as beautiful earthly forms
dance in my moonlight
*singin Me'Shell*
"beautiful angels come to my bed...
i'm satisfied on the flesh i've fed
no one is faithful"
and i am now hungry again
bless!
copyright 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
u dont know me
wrote this about mid december...enjoy:)
walk around like you dont know me
walk around like you dont know me
when all i want is for you to show me
alls i want is for you to show me
that all those words are true
hurt by you
are those words true?
hurt by you
no more
no more
will you ignore my pleas
& my "please" & thank yous
there are no fees or retributions you could pay
wishing you goodness and love on this day
because love you i do
and sadly the two
of us just cant seem to get it right together
so here i sat outside your door
like Me'Shell
longing for your shelter
but no one would answer
trying to be your midnight romancer
and moon dancer
i brought out all of my charms for you
yet they seem not to affect you
i guess sometimes you forget to remember that i am an artist
far from conventional
little bit outside the box
of all the things you're into
still i saw the beauty in our differences
teaching me tolerance & patience in many instances
i was willing to bend
just call me ms. playable
what's there to bend for
when your bending is now not viable?
hard to accept
because missing you is undeniable
wanting you is undeniable
not regretful for trying you
yes, everything happens for a reason
fare well my sweet
fare well
walk around like you dont know me
walk around like you dont know me
when all i want is for you to show me
alls i want is for you to show me
that all those words are true
hurt by you
are those words true?
hurt by you
no more
no more
will you ignore my pleas
& my "please" & thank yous
there are no fees or retributions you could pay
wishing you goodness and love on this day
because love you i do
and sadly the two
of us just cant seem to get it right together
so here i sat outside your door
like Me'Shell
longing for your shelter
but no one would answer
trying to be your midnight romancer
and moon dancer
i brought out all of my charms for you
yet they seem not to affect you
i guess sometimes you forget to remember that i am an artist
far from conventional
little bit outside the box
of all the things you're into
still i saw the beauty in our differences
teaching me tolerance & patience in many instances
i was willing to bend
just call me ms. playable
what's there to bend for
when your bending is now not viable?
hard to accept
because missing you is undeniable
wanting you is undeniable
not regretful for trying you
yes, everything happens for a reason
fare well my sweet
fare well
copyright 2009
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