thoughts of a peaceful mind for the informed and enlightened ones, we all know that everything happens for a reason... you meet people for a reason, you miss flights for a reason, you make it to your appointment and meet the person who is going to take your business to the next level for a reason, you wreck your car for a reason...all of that in life , the thinker would sit back and say...what are these reasons...have i learned a lesson? have i changed something in me for the better? Has this all been for naught? life happens and life happens i am in a stage of contemplation about what all of these happenings mean... why were we us? why cant she understand? why is every one passing away? why am i still here? why do i act the way i do? why why why.... i look inward to the divinity inside for help and answers... and to the sky from which comes my help as well... critical thinking is an asset in these days of quick, now, fast, instant gratification,i want what i want all the time and now,and the tv told me so, type society... i strive to be a person of merit and love...and take lessons from all that i encounter...stand back and observe situations others might be too blinded , jaded, or clouded to see... i strive to be a person who brings a wealth of positivity into the room when i enter and folks just cant help but to feel what i (and those like me ) bring and bask in its beauty (the beauty of bringing peace and positivity) i just strive to lead by serving....because giving of self and doing for others feels beyond good...it is a peace only the Most High can give...and i want it all but in giving of self...i struggle to not give of self and expect anything back(specifically with people who are close to me and on a higher level than just acquaintances)...i do not give to receive at all, do not get me wrong...but i just belive in reciprocity, and balance...and receiving back would only be right....therefore i am exercising patience and listening for direction because i wish not to feel used, abused, taken for granted, and chumped...those negative feelings shouldn't be prevalent in a situation such as that....so for patience and understanding i pray thoughts of a poetic mind... be peace all! HELLO WORLD wow, this thing called life...very interesting it is...new people, new days, new life, new energies...newness seems to be everlasting and the old fades away..it is not wise to wish for the past and long for yesterday..but make your tomorrows better than today if the most high sees fit to bring a tomorrow your way..until then carpe Diem..cease the day... ************************************************************************************